It's Not As Good As It Seems.

Well, for the past few blog posts, it seemed a lil too good to be true eh? I mean like, doesn't she have her rough days? You bet I do. Just had it today.

Too much to think right now. Can't really express through words. I guess that's all I could say.

And Sarah, you should stop being so naive. Period.

Day Out At Water Park.

Remember I told you about me helping out in VBS for the past 2 days? :D Today we got to enjoy a lil by splashing around at the water park. Hahaha. What I got in return now is exhaustion, satisfaction and sun burned skin. Lol!

My whole face is pink right now. I may like the colour pink quite a lot, but it doesn't mean I like it being on my face. :P Lol! My friend told me that the pink on my face will slowly turn black. O.O Oh no....

Going to this water park with the kids today made me feel like a kid again. HAHAHA! :D Though at times I felt more like a big giant kid when I was with them. Hahaha. :P Bah, as long as we all had fun and I didn't spoil any slides with my weight or size.:P That's all for now. Ciao! :)

Live Life With No Regrets

Quite impossible isn't it?

Hmm, well recently I've been faced with many new experiences, and most of those times I feel that I've taken the right path although there might be some times which I felt that "I should have......" But we all know that thinking that I should have this and I should have that wouldn't help change the fact that something we didn't like had already happened right?

I guess from now onward, I will try my very best to live life with no regrets.

Just yesterday and today, I was busy with Vacation Bible School - VBS which was held in my church. It's a school holiday event just for kids to learn more about God. :) I helped out with praise & worship, so the more it worn me out because of all the jumping and singing. :D Nonetheless, it was much fun! :)

The kids who participated in this year's Lava-lava Island VBS.

We'll be going to a water park tomorrow with all these kids! :) Hopefully everything would be under control. Hahaha.

Oh yeah, and this might be the last time I'll be helping out with VBS because I know that I will be busy in years to come with studies and everything else. So, yeah I did not regret helping out in VBS this year. :D Another thing which I'm not regretting doing. Yay for me! :) Hahaha. :)

In conclusion..... Live Life With No Regrets! :)

Happy Feet 2

Woo hoo! Just watched Happy Feet 2 with my ex-school mates, David T and Ian Q. ;)

The movie's not bad because... I personally like music, so the movie kinda suits me, with all the musicals and tapping of the penguins' feet. :D Hahaha. I guess I went "awwwwwww" throughout the whole 1 hour plus of the movie because of the cute lil penguins! So cuteee that I would want to kidnap one of them home! :P

How can you resist its cuteness? :D

Pink's voice was good! She sang pretty well, I somehow guessed it was her playing 'Gloria', but didn't dare to conclude it was her.. Hahah. Until the credits at the end of the show.. I wanna sing like her. :P I like powerful singers, like Adele. :D Their voice are good! :) It'll be a dream come true if I can actually reach to their level of singing. HAHAHAHA.

Anyhow, it was a good time of catch up with my buds! ;) Man, everyone's growing up so quickly.. :'( Lol. Ah well, guess it's just part of life. :/

Caught up with my cousin, Mark G on messenger too. :) Hi Mark! LOL. He's the only faithful cousin of mine who reads my blog from time to time.. hahaha!

Guess that's all about it. :) Till then! Ciaoo!

Last Day Of School

Not just yet.. hahaha. It's just the last day of school for the year. :)

Decided to bring my camera and snap some memories of mine being in Form 6. :D

Basically did nothing much in class today. Hahaha. We just sang songs along with the guitar my friend brought, took some crazy photos, and just dazed throughout the day... :P

Top : Brian, Jonathan, Jack

Bottom : Me, Alexa, Angelyn! :)

The class! :)

Goodbye Lower F6.. Will be welcoming Upper F6 next year. (crucial year indeed! *bites nails*)

Will update more soon! ;)

Behind The Happy Face.

Today just isn't my day...

It all started off when I attended my second sister's convocation today at the SEGi College, Kota Damansara.

Congrats to you, Florence Jie, by the way. :)

Well, seeing so many people graduating from diplomas, degrees, masters, PhD.. it somehow hit me in the head,  "Sarah, what will you be studying after Form 6??" I got even more stressed at the point of time. :'( I have no idea, really. I have no destination.

Sigh.

Later some things happened, which made me realised... most of the times, people might see me as the girl who doesn't have much problems.. Little do they know that, behind this happy face, there lies a girl who is being heartbroken, left alone and abandoned, laughed at, hurt, stabbed, pushed aside, not taken seriously... 

I realised, I've been a fool. I've been so naive. I've been so clumsy in every decision I made.

I know I shouldn't feel that way, but hey, I'm no God. I do feel hurt and betrayed too. I'm just an average Joe, just like each one of you out there.

I just wish I have someone who knows me well, someone who takes me seriously.. someone who loves me for who I am.

I just want to be the normal me. Can I possibly do that?

We'll see about that.