All Kinds Of Emotions In A Day.

I'm sure everyone knows about the news of the late Michael Jackson.

I know, it's very devastating..

I knew it the minute my dad switched on the tv and flipped to channel CNN right in the morning at 7A.M., and my dad said "Ahyoh! Michael Jackson died!" in a very shocking tone. I went quickly from my breakfast to the tv, and saw Breaking News : Michael Jackson Died. My heart sanked immediately. :( It's really depressing to see such things happened. It's not because I'm his die hard fan, I'm okay with him. But it's just oh so sad! :'(

But I REALLY don't get why people get so happy and excited over this matter.

I went to school today and we all did our daily routine, gathering at the assembly area before entering our class respectively. Before we went to our class, one teacher went up the stage, and said, (I try to type out what exactly he said) "Today, something very sad happened. We have just lost a very talented pop singer. I'm very sad about it. I just heard about it over the radio. Thank you."

Then... almost 1/10 of the all the Forms' students clapped and cheered. Omgoodness!! How can this world be so ruthless?? It was so pathetic to see such thing happening, I can't even believed my eyes and ears!! Someone passed away and people are cheering and happy about it?? Why?!?

But there was one real die hard fan of MJ's who happens to be my classmate. She pratically went really down. Which made me emo too. For a while at least.

And so happened today, during Biology class, the chapter we learned was on Nutrition. So teacher was explaining to us what if we had excessive of this and that and what will happen to us.

Suddenly as teacher was explaining and we were all sitting at our places, then as the second the word heart attack as one of the deficiency came out of her mouth, I turned to my friend (the die hard fan of MJ's), and she shoved her head down onto her knees. I thought to myself that she must have been feeling really really upset. Well, at least people who have feelings feel sad whenever they are supposed to feel sad. Thank God that humanity still exist!!

Anyway, I wanted to comfort her but I was worried that I might make her burst out into tears.. Hopefully she feels better now though.

So back to MJ. After I came back from school, Florence Jie and I watched CNN (Yeah, suprisingly.. Us watching CNN?? Look out of your window! Did the sky just fell down to the ground??) And what they say was really true, if it wasn't for MJ's unique pop dancing moves, do you think that Usher or Justin T would be able to have been such good and successful dancers?? I'm quite sure they had their dance steps even just a wee lil bit by the influenced of MJ.

Hence, we can't actually deny the fact that MJ has really impacted us in many many ways. Dad said that MJ was those few who first started making music videos. (so he like kinda helped to evolve our music and entertainment industry a lot!)

They also reminded me of the incident where MJ was accused of child molesting...... which I had totally forgotten about it. Well anyway, come on! People do sin, cuz people are all sinners! But at least they also contribute something, sometimes even without you noticing and sometimes by the time you actually notice, it's just a little already too late. Like now... about MJ.

All I want to say to you and to myself, just appreciate the ones around you. Who knows, you might lose them one day and will feel like you were NEVER given a chance to tell them how you felt about them or NEVER had the chance to care for them and love them. Cherish the ones you know, people. Now start doing it. (You too, Sarah.)

That reminds me of someone.. Who had and is really getting on my nerves. Who I once called a beast because I just couldn't stand how and what the person has been doing to me and treating me!! That person just gotta put a stop to it or my blood pressure will rise up till it flood my brain. Seriously. But. I still have to forgive that person no matter what. Cuz that's part of what we're made to do. Forgive and forget. (Trying very hard to though)

Well, if I've been acting in some manner which also makes you wanna scream back, just think about what you did first. But before that, I wanna say sorry. Maybe I've gone too far also.

That's about it. Quite long for a post with only words huh? Till then. May peace be with you. God bless you. Toodles.

Heal the world.. Make it a better place.. ~ Michael Jackson.

9:04 P.M. - Watching MJ's Music Videos from the VCD which dad bought YEARS ago with family. Wow! Seriously, wow!