When Things Get Worse.

Hey there.

I have been going through a really tough time and I don't think I can bear any much longer. Just feel like ending myself before the world ends on me. But that would be silly.

Anyway, just a message to the person who always like to pick on me. I would get the blame whenever something doesn't go that person's way. Haven't you ever think about it, if you continue picking on me, you will never have me cooperating with you either. It will just go the same way as how you treat me. Think about it. Will you? I do wanna live peacefully too. I bet you do too, but will you please stop that attitude of being like the-world-would-die-without-me? So stop doing what you've been doing to me and change yourself for the better. Not like I'm a perfect person, I'm trying to change too, very hard in fact. But I just don't think you've even taken the first step in changing yourself for the better. And it takes a long time, I know. I just hope you will be how I want you to be in the future.

Okay, besides that, I've got to say that I really hate the feeling of living with both of you in pain! Okay. That sentence doesn't refer to the person I'm talking to in the 3rd paragraph. I just got both of you out of gravity yesterday. And it hurts like mad! @#$%^&*&^%$#@!

And these are the things which made my life so much harder to live.

There are more, but I guess I would take about gazillion years to tell it all out here through blogging. So I guess it ends here. Toodles.